...I married the love of my life.
Everyone ask both Z and I all the time, "How is married life?", my response "Exactly the same." And that is the truth, our married relationship is exactly the same as it was during our dating/engaged relationship. Honestly, I wouldn't have it any other way.
Last weekend when we received our sneak peak pictures and our wedding video, I cried. A lot. My friend Alyssa was with me and could not understand why I was crying!
I told her that Z and I had a conversation that night before about the jealousy coming over me when I saw that some of my favorite bloggers had gotten engaged over Thanksgiving. It's not that I ever not want to be married to Z, it's that this past year of emotions and excitement was amazing. And I will honestly miss it.
You go from meeting the person that you know deep down is the one you are going to spend the rest of your life with, to finally getting enough courage to tell them you love them, to officially getting excited that you both agree you want to spend the rest of your life with only each other, to building enough courage to ask that person to marry you/get completely ecstatic about being engaged, to the emotional roller coaster that is planning a wedding (the highs and lows), to walking down to the person that your starting your next chapter in life with and saying I do.
Trust me this past year I have had more excitement, happiness, love, breakdowns, near heart attacks, etc than I have in my entire life. I can only imagine what it will be like when we plan to have children. (which is not anytime soon)
I am so excited to see what this first year of marriage has in store for us! Hopefully after year one we will be looking at buying our 1st home together!